My Least Favorite Pastry



 

Chocolate Crinkles To Satisfy and Heal My Confused Heart 

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Every time I see chocolate crinkles, the very first thing that comes in my mind, too sweet but a little salty, tough to eat because of its hard texture and a  dry chocolate rock bread. Just like that, crinkles is not really my type of comfort or snack food, but why on earth did I made this? 

Just this morning when our pastor came to visit our house, we talked the usual things and out of the blue he asked me about what course I’ll take and suggests to take this specific course. I was shocked because someone also told me to try taking this just a few past weeks ago. So why on earth is it a big deal for me? I have no concrete plans for myself yet but there is this one school that I’d die getting in to and that is the only goal I set for myself to college. The course that these two person suggest is totally out of my league! But every time this was mentioned to me out of different courses other people suggests, it gives me creeps like its telling me to give it a shot despite the fact that it would totally change everything that I assumed what I want my future would be. Right after that I checked my bible app to read my verse of the day and again to my surprise I don’t know if this is some sort of a message for me but my verse stated that according to Romans 8:28 “And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose” I was speechless and became more confused.




To divert my attention I started to bake my least favorite pastry. While making this pastry there are a lot of things that goes in my mind because of my indecisiveness with my life plans specifically how and what must I choose for my future. When I need to think I had to work, I need to be productive in order for me to think properly and to choose what is better or not. But to my surprise after baking, taking pictures and all, I realized that even once I never thought of deliberating my future life plans with myself while being productive. Is it because I am too immersed with taking correct measurements and procedure in baking my least favorite pastry? Or is it because God just wants me to focus on what is happening to me right now and let him do all the work for me and for my future? I don’t know what to do to be honest. Just how I don’t know why I baked my least favorite pastry instead of baking chocolate cookies that I’m dying to eat every single day, I don’t know. 

I think this is how life really works and how God controls us. We end up doing something that we are not fond of, we end up changing our near to perfect plans, and we end up just living on what God’s plans for us. Just how out of the blue I made my least favorite chocolate crinkles and ended up eating eat deliciously anyway, I’ll wait and accept whatever God plans for me and accept it wholeheartedly. 

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